I Woke up to life this morning
Took sometimes to just be alone and quiet
I had a talk with the Man upstairs
Mumbling words in between
Then I had to switch gear
Tending to the needs of those around.
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My thoughts drifted away for a moment
People make commitment
And then they fail
Not once not twice
It’s becoming a pattern
What do I do Lord?
There’s a pain in my chest
It is painful Lord, It is!
He said she said,”I’do this and that
I didn’t ask for it
They go ahead and promise anyway
But I see nothing, can’t feel anything.
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It’s painful , Oh so painful
I Know I should be grateful
Gratitude-attitude for this aches in my chest.
Is this a kind of test
Is this some sort of cross
For my fragile heart to bear
Lord,I don’t know what you are doing
But this feeling in me is Painful
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What do I do now?
Should I pretend
He never said ,she never said
Or should I demand they deliver of their words
I didn’t ask for it in the first place.
Help Lord!for vain, is the help of man.
This pain is painful!
Consider it pure joy, whenever you face trials of many kind……
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You sound very grieved and pensive. You’ll find grace and peace.
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Thanks Sis. 🙂
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Our tears are prayers of Holy Water. When we share our feelings with God, no words are necessary. I don’t know what you’re going through, but I care. in lak’ech, Debra
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((HUGS))
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Sending you strength to keep trusting God in prayers. He will take away this pain and give you victory. Everything will be fine in its time. Stay hopeful. 🙂
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Amen.
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