This thing in my chest

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I Woke up to life this morning

Took sometimes to just be alone and  quiet

I had a talk with the Man upstairs

Mumbling words  in between

Then I had to switch gear

Tending to the needs of those around.

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My thoughts drifted away for a moment

People make commitment

And then they fail

Not once not twice

It’s becoming a pattern

What  do I do Lord?

There’s a pain in my chest

It is painful Lord, It is!

He said she said,”I’do this and that

I didn’t ask for it

They go ahead and promise anyway

But I see nothing, can’t feel anything.

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It’s painful , Oh so painful

I Know I should be grateful

Gratitude-attitude for this aches in my chest.

Is this a kind of test

Is this some sort of cross

For my fragile heart to bear

Lord,I don’t know what you are doing

But this feeling in me is Painful

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What do I do now?

Should I pretend

He never said ,she never said

Or should I demand they deliver of their words

I didn’t ask for it in the first place.

Help Lord!for vain, is the help of man.

This pain is painful!

 

Consider it pure joy, whenever you face trials of many kind……

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6 Comments Add yours

  1. You sound very grieved and pensive. You’ll find grace and peace.

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    1. kingsoracle says:

      Thanks Sis. 🙂

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  2. Our tears are prayers of Holy Water. When we share our feelings with God, no words are necessary. I don’t know what you’re going through, but I care. in lak’ech, Debra

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  3. simpledimple says:

    Sending you strength to keep trusting God in prayers. He will take away this pain and give you victory. Everything will be fine in its time. Stay hopeful. 🙂

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